Yeayy..Steamboat tonight!! I’ve been longing to feel the warmth of the steamy pot rising up to my face while dipping cute cut foods, fresh prawns and crabs and other sea creatures which I barely know their names (shit! I have to stop watching Nicklodeon and brush up my knowledge about the underworld).And so we went there last night, it’s a place called Mentari in Sunway. I asked Tasya to join us, as it would be a good idea listening to her adorable voice popping stories about guys mainly, Tasya, I have a lot to learn from u ;) It’s a 2 level restaurant serving buffet of various types of dipping ranging from sea foods, green plants, chicken, mushrooms, all sorts of noodles and so much more. Oh, they also have variety flavors of ice cream too. I ate until I can feel the tail of the prawn coming out from my throat (ok, I’m exaggerating) but yeah..I can hardly breathe only after 1 hour of dipping and stuffing, hence, He said it’s a waste to bring me and Tasya to that place when we don’t have a stomach of a compactor. And so the night went on, He still can’t stop chomping the chicken wing, damnn they have the best chicken wing in the universe. I heard Coke is one of their marinating ingredients, ah what the heck, people still will come to that place even if they urinated on it, that’s why they called it ‘secret ingredients’ maybe that explain the stomach ache I have to endure last night dragged to this morning.
It has always been a pleasure talking to his friends, having the opportunity to understand their thoughts, getting introduced to each person mentally just by listening to their stories and trying my most mannered ways to slowly synchronize myself with them. But there were times when I find it hard to be on the track with him, maybe because it’s just me personally or due to our differences and all the unfortunate things that had happened before to us, I dare not to write it in here. There were also times when I refrained myself from saying my thoughts out loud to him because I was scared he wouldn’t agree with me on certain matters or the possibility of me being inappropriately defensive towards certain issues which he doesn’t really found a big deal out of it. I wish I can read his mind; I want to know what does he think of me, did I say anything hurtful just now? Am I a shallow minded person like what he said? There are some sacred and very sensitive issues that we both decided not to talk about it, it is kept safe deep inside our ‘jar of conflict’ which I trust that the jar will be opened eventually and all the matters in it shall be peacefully dissolved. I secretly wish for that..But alas, last night happened. That was just an example of my earlier said action; I’m seeking forgiveness for it. Please understand that I would do nothing to embarrass you or even your friends. I’m sorry.
Relationship can either be stronger or weaker by time; it’s the effort that counts. We both has always been trying to minimize our differences which apparently is like the virus that seldom appear and stirring up our conversation which finally leads to a small quarrel I must say. Nevertheless, despite saying bad things to hurt each others feelings, we always managed to stop at the same point of the junction and have the same opinion on which direction to take. I am grateful for that. Please acknowledge that sometimes I’m not as one-dimensional as u think I am and I won’t give up trying to learn and analyze what it takes to work this out.
It has always been a pleasure talking to his friends, having the opportunity to understand their thoughts, getting introduced to each person mentally just by listening to their stories and trying my most mannered ways to slowly synchronize myself with them. But there were times when I find it hard to be on the track with him, maybe because it’s just me personally or due to our differences and all the unfortunate things that had happened before to us, I dare not to write it in here. There were also times when I refrained myself from saying my thoughts out loud to him because I was scared he wouldn’t agree with me on certain matters or the possibility of me being inappropriately defensive towards certain issues which he doesn’t really found a big deal out of it. I wish I can read his mind; I want to know what does he think of me, did I say anything hurtful just now? Am I a shallow minded person like what he said? There are some sacred and very sensitive issues that we both decided not to talk about it, it is kept safe deep inside our ‘jar of conflict’ which I trust that the jar will be opened eventually and all the matters in it shall be peacefully dissolved. I secretly wish for that..But alas, last night happened. That was just an example of my earlier said action; I’m seeking forgiveness for it. Please understand that I would do nothing to embarrass you or even your friends. I’m sorry.
Relationship can either be stronger or weaker by time; it’s the effort that counts. We both has always been trying to minimize our differences which apparently is like the virus that seldom appear and stirring up our conversation which finally leads to a small quarrel I must say. Nevertheless, despite saying bad things to hurt each others feelings, we always managed to stop at the same point of the junction and have the same opinion on which direction to take. I am grateful for that. Please acknowledge that sometimes I’m not as one-dimensional as u think I am and I won’t give up trying to learn and analyze what it takes to work this out.
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